@Ev
The bible is real in that it is in fact a tangible object that you can pick up and read. It is the message that drives you mad. Your ideals are very vague and it seems that you do not have a complete understanding of one practice or belief. Pagans do not despise the bible. They believe in balance and nature. You should really pick up some knowledge and get some info on every religion practiced.
Life is about your own individual path and spiritual growth. No one religion is right or wrong, what you believe and how you believe it right by you. Just know that when you progress you may find yourself repeating your actions until you learn all it is you need to learn.
blessed be